an Ode to Soccer Moms and Summer

see this? yea. a shoutout to all those soccer

moms out there toting there kid from one thing to the next

i'm gonna be in the car from 5:30am to 1pm with all the different things

my mom signed my brothers and sisters up for.

can you detect my excitement? no? me neither.

 this is what my summer is gonna look like most of the time, with 

a little of THIS 

#SWEATY

holla atcha girl. i'm gonna be a chauffeur and workout summer long. it should be uhh. okayyy..

wish me luck.

m

No Words

you know. i have an amazing team. words can't describe just how important these people have been in my life this year. i love each of them so much. they have all secured some kind of bond that i think i'll hold for a really long time. 

Brianna, Me, Becca and Kami

Eddie, Jarell, Deante, Khalil, and Justin

But really. We are the underdogs- the kids that nobody took serious enough to see our potential of being amazing. the stuff that Chad put us through, the struggles, the teasing, the talks, the jokes, the parties, the friendships we've built are real. We could never have made it through this year alone. we're a unit, we're the jump squad. All of us have relied on everyone else to get them through the grind. it's been tough, but i love these human beings. they're amazing people who i can see going far in life. at least they better. And aren't they just an attractive bunch of people. sheesh. Jumper reunion in 10 years. yes?

xo.
m

Freshman Year.

So it's over. i accomplished my first year of college. i'd have to say that i'm pretty pleased with how it went. I  made some great and some BEST friends. made some dumb decisions. acted like an an idiot. accomplished some serious goals. got good grades. and i'm really happy. it was a pretty solid year. NO REGRETS!

Soooo. to recap the last couple of weeks. here's yet another photo dump.

Region Triple Jump Champs. #1

These are all from the Region Championships. The team was pretty much flawless. We won 5 out of the 6 jumps. impressive? yes. yes we are.

Unfortunately, i don't really have a lot to say about Nationals. i sucked. plain and simple. "Allegedly"  i was jipped out of a really big jump because they mismarked it. which really sucks because then my mind went to mush and i couldn't function for the remainder of my jumps. (just when i thought i'd conquered being a headcase) but oh well. i'll come back with revenge next year. Revenge and a scholarship somewhere awesome. hehehe. But the AMAZEBALLS Brianna Rodriguez managed to take third in long jump. i adore that girl and she deserved every bit of that title. she's put in so much work and she's a raw athlete. #soimpressive.

xo.
Mars.

just a thought.

i have conversed with a few people lately about how maybe i need to tone down my (what i like to call) awesomeness when it comes to getting to know the member's of the opposite sex. I've been told that i'm a lot to handle and that i freak people out and that everyone thinks i'm weird. OH YEAH? come at me, bro! i'll show you weird, you haven't even seen weird yet, it's bout to get so freakin weird up in here you won't even know what to call weird anymore! okay. i'm really strange..

side note: i took an ADD pill this last weekend (i'm not an addict! or a druggie.. i just just self-diagnosed, but my siblings all have it.. ) and apparently if you have add it'll make you focus and if you don't have ADD it'll just make you more hyper.. well. i took it. guess what? i was calm. THAT AWKWARD MOMENT.. when you have ADD and wish you would've known sooner.. yea. maybe i could've done better in high school. lame.

anywho. i'm jussayin that i like this quote. but i'm also jussayin that maybe people are right. maybe i need ADD pills. maybe i don't actually like them though. maybe i like my psycho, sexy self and prefer not being focused. maybe those pills made me feel like a boring human being. maybe i should go see a doctor and get a prescription. maybe i'll all of a sudden be smarter. maybe i'm dragging this out.

xo.
m

life lately.

went to mesa this weekend! holla.
spent all weekend just chillaxin with my family. Victoria had her SWEET 16! my bb is all growed up. it makes me sad. i love her soooo much and it's crazy that she's that old. my little cuddle muffin is supposed to stay young and naive forever. i don't want her to start dating or kissing boys. it's scary!**sigh** aaaaaand all i'm sayin is that freshman are hella awkward. like there was all these boys and girls just  hanging around at her party, but it was completely segregated. so hilarious. i tried to get them to play just dance. they couldn't even handle that. poor kids going through the whole "i have no confidence and i don't know what to do with myself or these feelings.." i loved my freshman year. i had a freakin sweet, little niche of friends and we were the bombshizz. huh. that was probably my fave year of high school, no worries and no drama.

and as seen in the pic above i got to spend time with my brown family. have i said how much i adore them?? like seriously, I LOVE THESE PEOPLE. i should have taken pictures of all the food- food comas are really people, along with food babies.. but hey! we celebrated CINCO de MAYO the right way. it was quite the fiesta. (now i remember why i gained weight in high school... they poly people plus my family know how to eat. doin that three times a week will slowly kill you, especially if you have a weakness for amazing food, like me..) ANYWAY! it was a fabulous weekend.

this week imma go kill it at the MCC track. that is if i get in the right mindset. i'd really love to win a region title for triple. CROSS YO FINGERS Y'ALL! go me!

xo.
M