happiness.

so i'd like to update the world.. or just the 2.5 people that read my blog and say that I'm happy. I'm that genuine, for no good reason, smiling because i can, and you can't bring me down, kind of happy.

 I MEAN PEOPLE, THIS IS HUGE, LIKE I'M NOT EVEN IN LOVE! 

unless you count being in love with life, love.. huh.. anyway. like i just feel good, and i'm content, like even though life isn't really going my way completely, and i don't really like school and my problems really haven't disappeared i'm just gonna be fine with it.. (for now, at least) cuz i don't like to be stressed. My 99 problems aren't really that big of a deal anyway. soooo what's contributing to my happiness? well. i think it's a combination of a lot of things. 

namely being:

my birthday is coming!!

i'm being really good in my eating habits and that makes my body feel good and function right.

my room is spotless and everything is in its place ALL THE TIME!

i'm working my booty off at track everyday

i get up early and go to bed at a decent time everyday

MOST OF ALL THOUGH, i'm staying on top of my spiritual side. i pray REAL prayers and i read my scriptures everyday with real intent. 

i think my spirituality is probably the real culprit to why i feel good, but if someday i'm in a rut?

 this is the combination to happiness for me. ha! even if life isn't perfect, i can still be happy.

xo.

M