relationships.

last night i went on a date with a guy who has been trying sooo very hard to win my affections over the last month and a half. Last night he gave me flowers and at the end of a very well thought out and cutesy date he asked me if i would be his girlfriend. you know what i said?

bet you can guess..

i said no.

why?

because i WANT to be forever alone.

jk. sorta. but as he drove me home last night before he had asked me that awful question i had already started writing this post. 

i came to the realization about me and relationships. You know? It's true- girls are mean. when they say that nice guys finish last, i guess they're right.. because this kid tried to do everything right, like i should've been swooning, right?

no. cuz as i drove back to my apartment with him i realized that i was annoyed. just annoyed. i didn't want to be there. i didn't want to be with him. i didn't want him doting on me. and i wished i would've just stayed home. even if he was "JUST SOOOOO NICE"... no. no. just no.

SO. moral of the story is i need to stop hanging out with guys who i don't see potential with.. ughhh. other moral of the story? i have problems. and need to see a psychiatrist.. buuuuut.

i'm mean. that guy probably went home and cried. wouldn't be the first time i've caused that that reaction in a guy..

happy halloween. tomorrow.

-m